Jotierre's Journal

7:51AM - Start of a day

Today, yet again I am alive.

Working out I the morning is a refreshment always needed. Definitely warms up my body for the rest of the day.

The training segment progresses well, but the people within it provide a certain thorn on my side. Comment here, inappropriate sayings there. Cliche after cliche; I have to sit through this verbal torture. All the while trying to retain my attention on the subject at hand.

Posting on two journals is quite difficult. I was thinking of posting this journal and then copy and pasting it to the other. The other option is I can just retype things again and see how my mind set changes when I post my thoughts on one and try to post more on the other. We will see. I just thought of another method. Write in one one day and then write in the other one the other day. GOOD IDEA!!

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10:41AM - End of second segment of training.

Ending the training segment. Good. I tried to fill out the survey/critique but I couldn't remember what I wanted to specifically what to put it on their. So in the end good review.

Now moving to the next training segment. Note to all: make Army your last choice in joining the military. The sequence you should go: Air Force, Navy (has land based jobs I.e. Seabees), Marines, then Army. Just a word of advice.

Until the next time.

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10:27PM - and end..

To a good day... I feel I have gotten somet hings off my chest that I am glad to have worked out.  Moving on, maybe to more better parts, and now to use all the negative energy and redirect it to a more positive and moving era of my life.  Beautiful music I am listneing to, and as it won't let me forget my past, because I refuse to forget it, and use it as fuel for my future..  watch out world.  I feel my down is done for and that I must move on, progress to a higher degree.  To better myself...  These tears will no longer be of sadness but of joy.  Reinforcement of what is to come, and to choose my path, not let it be laid before me.  Inspiration is what i have, and Aspiration is what i strive...  peace to all and goodnight..

peter

Current mood: rejuvenated

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12:43AM - My time

Dang. It has been a long long long long long long long long long long, time since i have written in here.. I have mostly written in my xanga.. it is the same name as this. it is just taht one is more convenient fo rme. umm yeah.. don't know what to say except the fact that i hope not to many people have this.. cuz yeah I have thigns to share.. I just don't know if I should lol.. yeah.. so umm off to look for tickets to hoepfully go and see amanda down at umm virginia.. I hope there are some cheap one cuz I can't wait till july 15 to see her.. oh well later..

Peter

10:32PM - Hmmm...

Dont' know what to talk abut so I guess I will write in my xanga first then this.. umm yeha later..

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10:54PM - WElcome back Peter!!!!!!

Hello my friends,

Yes I am back.. Wow I have not written in this journal for almost two months.. dman.. it is the xanga.. alwasy in that.. then I get to lazy to wrie in this one.. well ummm.. I guess this I all I am going to write.. ummm Key, yeah.. miss you.. miss your crazy hugs.. lol.. later.. Need more lyrics every one..

Peter

Current mood: energetic

10:29PM

" The cup is not half empty as the pessimisst say.. as far he sees nothings left in the cup... a whole cup full of nothing.." The USed - Poetice Tragedy

Dang it.. I knew I should have asked that day.. but oh well.. She has a date already to homecoming.. I don't know what to fall back on now.. I guess I got nothign to do that night.. I don't even know if I am going.. Hmmm.. what to do?

Well nothing interesting today.. just the same boring stuff.... Tomorrow I am goign to Harrison hospital..... for some Blood Drive stuff.. this year it is going to be a little more organized and a littel bit more advertise.. ok now onward with my day.

Woke up late this morning.. I didn't leave my house until 7.. damn .. I just can't seem to sleep at night.. i just sit and think that is all.. yeah.. anyways.. that will come after this entry.. Umm lets see... Ummm.. I got to class.. and just well the new crew was in their so all I did was floor supervise.. nothign hard.. Mahaney is down our throats.. but then it is like that.. that is how he is.. hmm... yeah.. then yeah.. left.. to first..

We were watching the movie.. we are supposed to be doing some project that is due Thursday.. I have to go buy some straws tomorrow.. yay!! I guess??? LOL.. ummm yeah.. didn othing in that class except for some spanish homework.

Second Period.. did nothing but just play the guitar.. Tony is facking good man.. I just sat next to him in awe.. I can't play next to him.. I get distracted cuz he is just that damn good.. we did recitals. and that was it..

Thirda Period.. was spanish.. I dont' reember what we did.. hmmm.. I guess Spanish stuff.. Nothing really exciting.. Umm I still can't remember anything.. Um let me see.. think think think think think think.. I can't thin kof it.l oo yeah.. we just went over the homework.. yeah..

Then it was onward to lunch.. Umm went to the store helped out a little then went out to eat lunch with Minerva.. Jenice asked me if I was mad at her.. I said I don't know.. I don't like her boyfriend.. I know her and I just me.. but damn.. I really don't like her boyfriend.. cuz well I know all the shit he does.. he is a facking dirty ass.. unless he has already changed his act.. I am always going to think he is a dirty ass trying to act bad around me.. what a facking loser.. anywho. .lunch was over and on to fourth period..

Fourth period did nothing.. just started reading.. took some logs.. and that is it.. just talked to Kristin.. and yeah.. We were talking about James and never see him with a girl or talking about one.. LOL.. !!!! umm yeah.. then Netland tought us some Adjectival Components.. Watever.. but I sucked it up anyways... now onward to fifth Period..

Fifth Period nothing happened.. We were reading Robin Hood and then I fell asleep.. I was facking knocked out.. woke up with a bad attitude though.. I snapped at PJ.. if you reading this dude Sorry Yeah... yeah.. I don't know.. but they kept pokking me.. that is what probably irritated me.. oh well sorry guys..

Last period of the day.. I didn't do my homework.. but yeah .. it was aight.. let me see.. then ummmm... Just did nothing.. it was boring hard to pay attention.. I wish I could drop that class. but I am just going to stick it out and dump it second semester..

School is over now.. and I took Kelso to Oly.. on the drive back to work I saw JMike and Christine in his car.. yeah.. then I went to work.. Nothing interesting.. Saw some peopel I forgot who. oo yeah.. Drew and Joel.. then later Kelso.. then Bryan.. He showed me his car.. Nice stuff.. anywho.. umm.. yeah.. I decided to call Jessica... Yeah we talked for about an hour and a half.. Umm... what else.. um I found out she is going ot homecoming with some dude on the tennis team.. Damnit.. oh well.. I don't know who to go to homecomign with if I even do decide to go... Umm yeah... then lets see.. saw Tyson.. he just got off of work.. and decided to give him a ride home.. Came home ate and now I am writing in here.. so that is it.. end of today's story.... damn I forgot to write the lyrics I am listening to know.. I am going to do that now here. and at the time..

"ON my own, On My own, On my own, on my own without it all I am choking on nothing.. its clear in my head I am screaming for something.. knowing nothing is better than knowing at all!" The Used - On My Own.

Alright so I guess tomorrow I go searching for a date.. anyone have any suggestions.. just call me up.. if you dont' have my celly number... just get it from somebody else.. Peace

Peter

10:42PM - To prove I was tehre, but you don't care, here's me over seas, cross the pond by the dover peaks...

"Wanna see up, my neck feels stiff, til I wake up, I cracked my neck, It is worth my time, watever that means." The Used - Noises And Kisses.

What a day.. I didn't go to zerio period because I wanted to get some spanish work done. Hmmm so yeah.. from the beginning.. I woke up at like 6.. got ready.. left at seven.. then I went straight to the library and did my spanish homework.. I was going to do my math homework.. but I changed my mind. Yeah.. then I went to my locker and put away some stuff and got ready for the first three periods of the day.

I went to first period. nothing interesting happened.. Just umm learned about the cell a little, and did some vocabulary.. Damn you know I am listening to the USed right now.. and they ar fuckign awesome.. anywho back to first period. I brought my blue book.. almost like the black book of sophomore year.. but this one is blue.. and I gave it to Donna to write or doodle, or watever.. but she didnt' know what to do.. I gave her a day.. but she is like I dont' have any idea.. so I was like.. alright. then I will let megan draw in it or whatnot.. and you can get it tomorrow.. she said alright and I lend it to megan.. then hmm just did some more vocab and it was off to second period.

Second period was nothing.. Just umm tuned my guitar and played that was it. all throughout the period.. we have a quiz tomorrow On three songs.. but I don't really know one of them yet.. actually both of them.. cuz I can't really go with the beat.. what luck huh? a brown man with no rhythm on the guitar.. LOL.. yeah.. moving to third period.

Third period we just went over teh homework that was it.. We talked a little bit but nothing more.. what a day full of boring nothings.. Yeah.. then now it is on to lunch and fourth period.

Lunch.. well I didn't have one.. I was busy in the store helping out.. making pretzels.. that shti was crazy.. got like facking 10 orders in like the first ten minutes.. aight then anywho.. Umm yeah... the crew listened to some music from the Movie Grease.yeaht that was fun.. LOl.. then I went to go asked Mr. Netland if I coudl stay but he said no.. Oh well..

Fourth period did nothign but more vocab... Somebody pulled the fire alarm.. damnit.. LOL... yeah... anywho.. yeah.. we stood outside for abotu 10-20 minutes then went back in.. Hmm yeah.. What else..

Fifth period no Mr. Talk-a-lot was there so the class was a little bit better.. hell yeah.. Ivan wasn't there.. oh well.. umm yeah I forgot to mentioned I saw Whitney.. said hi.. and what not.. I also walked Ashley to her class.. yeah... Dont' want to go into detail abotu that.. LOL.. SOmethign are not meant to be said..

Lol.. Went to sixth period.. I didn't do my homework.. Bad peter :::slaps hand::: anywho yeah.. umm then I just sat there and try to absorb everything.. It wasn't fun but it is a learning experience.. but um wassup .. Yeah..

Now hmm what to talk about.. I am definitely going into the military if there is anyway I can become an MP.. Yeah.. I wanna beat up people legally.. LOL.. but yeha.. so hmmm... Yeah.. alright continuing with the day..

I got home did nothing but eat.. I was going to the gym but I was too damn tired.. so I played soem Enter the Matrix.. Time rolled around and it was time for myself to go to work..

I got to work.. and the mall was completely dead.. Damn.. I ended up reading some Brave New World.. This book is facking scary.. LOl.. yeah it was written in the thirties.. yet it predicts everything that is happening in this world in a way.. Yeah.. anywho.. yeah.. talked to this guy named mike.. from south.. and this girl named christine kept saying hi to me who is also from south.. but yeah.. saw cheyenne.. talked to her and her sister a little bit.. yeah.. then I just packed up when the mall closed and came home.. The giantsl ost so I think i owe mike some money.. damnit.. they were so close to winning..

On to more pressing matter.. I forgot what I was thinking oh yeah.. I am so burned out from working.. I have never really taken a vactaion like my parents or my brother.. it is fucking crazy.. I never really taken a week or two of like them and I fucking do more work then my damn brother he cool and all but he is starting to get on my nerves.. stand is always dirty and shit. it is fucking pissing me off.. anywho .. no more temper.. cuz shit that stuff is going to get me introuble.. but I am going to crack soon.. Girls are irritating me.. "why Dont' you liek me?" "what is going on between us?" "what.. blah blah blah?" that is what the girls say.. so I am going to be like fuck it.. Id ont' like you alright.. but serious.. I dont' know what I am going to do with myself this year.. it had such a great outlook.. but now it is looking so dull that fuck.. it makes me cry everynight.. damn what facking cry baby I am HUH? anywho.. I am going to go do my homework now.. so goodnight..

Peter

Current mood: crushed

1:46AM - It says Does he ever get the girl, But what if the pages stay pressed the chapters unfinished.......

What a day.. I am hella tired now.. but I guess I will take out some time and type in here..

"YOu said that was just a state of mind, a puzzle made of pieces you can't find, but for me you never really had the time, and I was blind, And everything that tyou meant to me, is writin on y pages of history..!"
A1 - Caught in the Middle

Well I was at my mom's this morning.. I went last night to drop off my sister.. Yeah.. umm.. yeah.. I didn't wake up until 11.. foudn nobody in the house.. found no damn food.. so ate a hella of a lot of cereal instead. Then My other sister Janice called for me, and she asked if I coudl go over. I asked her if there was food there and she said yeah.. and I was there in ten minutes.. when I got there.. she was on the phone.. and so I decided to watch a movie and just watched the Transporter.. Eric then came home and janice and he were arguing... and I was laughing like hell.. then Leesette came in.. taht is my other sister.. and well we ended up playing Mario Sunshine.. that reminds me.. Jason I am going to pay for that gamecube when I get some money.. but in the mean time try to sell it over there for more.. if you can find it..

OK.. Where was I? O yeah.. then Janice asked me if I wanted to go to the puyallup fair.. I couldn't though because I was leaving at four and it was already 1.. and my mom got off at work at two.. so I wanted to at least spend some time with her before I left.. but yeah.. then we ended up going to her friend's house.. i thought she knew the directions to the fair.. but she didn't and well yeah.. I was like I am not going to spend an hour looking for the place, cuz well I want to spend time with my mom.. and yeah they were saddened.. but I held my ground.. I was starting to give in though.. but yeah..soryr.. umm then went to my mom's house.. and we watched some Rocky and I ate some mac and cheese.. talked a little about stinky people.. then y sister calls again asking my to do this fortune card trick... yeah.. When I did a shit load of cards came out.. I don't know how it turned out when My mom did it because I left before she could finish.. but yeah.. I left then got home.. in under 45 minutes.. taht is from tacoma to bremerton.. that is on average.. an hour to an hour and a half.. hell yeah.. when I got home i just chilled until I had to go to work.. I got to work.. and I was just so irritated.. yeah.. ummmm.. nothing interesting happened at work.. Just jamie and Alethia stopped by.. I was talking spanish to alethia.. y ella no me creas que yo la quieres.. I dont' know why.. yo estoy muy enamorado con ella.. yo recibo un siento cuando que yo vea a ella.. I dont' know why, pero solamente yo siento algo para ella.. Wateva.. she dont' believe me thuogh.. oh well.. then yeah.. Jamie and her were doing somethign behind my back I kept thinking they were going to kick my ass or some shit.. but umm yah.. I also got a call from katie.. wow !! she is finally home.. but I don't know.. she doesnt' seem all that interested in me.. I mean I told her I missed her but she was like yeah I miss you too in a kind of like yeah.. I missed you becausse at that moment i just thought of saying those words.. actually you know.. I don't think I should waste my time with her.. she hasn't ever want to spend time with me.. so i guess I will let her go.. if she comes back then it was meant for something.. if not I amgoing to concentrate on this girl named Brittany... Yeah.. We talked.. I was trying to hang with ehr tonight but I didnt' want to call her because it might have been too late.. hmm yeah.. then umm tyson called me.. i went to go pick him up.. and Ron too.. they went to a party.. I didnt' feel like going.. then I went to the movie theatre to go meet jonmike and ray and them. but you know what I forgot that they went to the one in poulsbo.. so I ended up in the one in Silverdale.. and yeah... I was like where the hell are you guys.. and he was like we are oustide.. and I didn't see him and he asked me if I was at the one in silverdale.. I was like no.. cuz I didn't wanna look stupid.. but yeah. I told him I couldn't see him.. even though I couldn't..LOL.. and just said I will meet you at your house.. and what not.. but he was said no because he didn't know what time he would be home.. i was like wateva... so I went driving around.. then went to go pick up tyson.. he told me that party was whack as hell.. that driving around was my fun.. and shit.. damn that party sucked ass if it is worst than drivingin around.. yeah.. then I just went home and here I am .. so my day is done and I have to wake up in 8 hours.. to go to so work.. so goodnight and catch you later..

Peter a.k.a. Retep

Current mood: tired

10:22PM - I feel so mad, I feel so angry. so lost and confused... LOl Box Car race.. Nice group and song.

Sorry for the short entry yesterday. I was really tired.. umm let us start from the beginning..

"Should have said somethign, but I said it enough, by the way my words are faded, rather waste my time with you!" The Used - Blue and Yellow

Hmm let us start with today cuz I really dont' want to write out yesterday..

I woke up this mornign.. Really late.. I woke up at 630.. too damn late.. just threw on some clothes and jetted outside.. Drove to the school as fast as I could.. it was raining like crazy this morning until you hit this certain part then it stopped raining.. Trippy.. yeah

Got to school rushed to zerio period.. I was late again.. damn it.. I hate it when everybody looks at you when you just walk in.. oh well .. then I went into the office.. I forgot what we were doing.. oh yeah.. ummm.. we didnt' do anythign.. everythign was done.. Norman wasn't there. .wonder where he was.. but yeah I decided to do my math homework.. since I had the free time.. then bell rang got up asked Mahany some question.. then went to first period..

Umm let me see I was late for first period too I think.. I am not sure.. I know I was late for a period today I dont' know what is was.. I think it was first.. but yeah.. we just went over what the is on the quiz tomorrow.. dang a quiz.. and I have done none of the work.. shitty.. oh well then class ended early because it was an early release day.. umm then I went to my locker got some stuff out I think? no wait.. I put some books in.. then I went to guitar..

Going to guitar you see a lot of people.. but umm yeah went upstairs.. I finally got Aura Lee.. damn hell yeah.. but now we are on Red River valley.. oh yeah.. those are songs that we are playing.. Aura Lee sounds like Elvis' Love Me tender.. and Red River Valley I dont' know what it sounds like.. I catn' seem to keep the beat.. I like go slow then fast and what not.. dammit.. oh well I will get the hang of it.. then that class ended and onward to Spanish AP..

IN here.. umm nothing really significant happened.. I was told to read my summary.. blah blah.. people think I am good or something in Spanish.. But I ain't.. I mean sure I can understand pretty decently here and there.. as well as speak here and there.. but I still dont' get the whiff of the grammar at all.. like subjunctive especially.. everythign else I seem to get a little bit more than yeah.. then I dont' knwo.. that class ended and onward to lunch..

Ashley asked me to walk her to class and I did.. YOu knwo something tells me to go for her you know.. but then really something else is holding me back.. I dont' knwo what it is.. Umm yeah then I saw Whitney, that traitor.. she has a nice smile and she is always happy.. hope she doesn't have a boyfriend.. umm then someone told me that the girl Enice was in the next Spanish class. so I went back in the class and introduced myself.. umm what else.. It sucks because they had a swim meet today and I didn't go.. damnit.. I suck balls..

then I went to lunch.. I talked to I think her name is MInerva.. I can never really remember her name but let's just call her Atay.. since she calls me kuya.. but umm yeah.. I sat with her.. talked with Jenice.. who was hiding a letter of the person she likes.. damnit.. I am going to find out who it is... LOL.. yeah.. I was like damn if I dont' know the guy then I can see it.. but no!!! aight wateva.. LOL.. I will find out.. I told IVan to follow them but he lost them cuz they took off running.. lunch ended and onward to Netland's..

Umm I dont' remember what happened.. oh yeah.. now I do.. seems like I can never really remember.. until I say I can't rememeber.. LOL.. umm we took a quiz.. that was it.. then listened to some German pop along with Video game and Sitcom songs.. LOL.. that was interesting.. umm then we just talked and what not.. he analyzed some people's handwriting from looking at the quizzes.. he has a doctrine in linguistics.. just to let you know.. umm yeah.. he got my right on the dot.. well sort of.. he asked if I ever went to school in other places, I said yea.. and he was like yeah cuz this is definitely not the style over here.. it is more of the gothic style mine was from somewhere on the New England side.. which I did tell him I learned how to write like that in New york.. yeah..close enough.. then that class ended and went to fifth Period..

Damn back into the rude ass classs. I just want to transfer out of the class just because of the rude people.. damn.. they all keep talking and what not.. this is actually the only subject that I actually try to pay attention.. dammit.. oh well we discussed some Anglo-saxxon riddles.. then We just talked.. then that ended.. and off to sixth..

Nothing interesting.. just learned about umm I forgot what it was.. but it was three new laws.. Law of Decantivity, Law of Transivity, and Law of Indirect reasoning.. I think those were the names.. if not something similar.. then umm yeah.. that was the end of the school day..

After sixth I went to Mr. Mahaney's and stayed after for a little tutoring.. on voids, returns.. and rolled changed fund, etc. Norman, Josh, and myself were the only ones there... tomorrow we open up the store.. I think it is only for zero period and some of fourth.. then ummm.. yeah.. after that was over I went home..

When I got home all I did was watch T.v. and eat.. then My dad called to tell me to take out some boxes.. I kind of complained but I did it anyways.. then I came home then went to the mall. I was just oo damn bored in the house.. I got to the mall talked to my brother.. then I saw the new calendar place.. went over to talk to the owner or worker.. either or.. then I left .. to the movie place and what not.. explored aroudn.. talked to jonmike cuz he was working.. and yeah then came back.. went to the video game stores.. I was so tempted to buy something but I held myself back..then I went to the arcade and played Marvel Vs. Capcom 2 and Silent scope.. then I left to go home..

I got home.. I vaccuumed.. umm said wassup to my little bro.. played a little.. then I ain't somethign else.. then I went to the gym.. One hour staright no breaks unless to move to a different station or the weight.. then some stretching.. came home and asked what was for dinner.. and my dad was like didn't you eat before you left.. I was like no.. I ate like three hours ago.. and if you work out.. you eat about5-6 meals a day.. at least 3-4 hours apart.. to keep the metabolism going.. yeah.. then my mom comes down whatyou think we rich or somthing.. in a sort of way that I didn't like.. so If they complained about my eating habits.. i was like wateva and went upstairs.. saying I won't eat then.. then I went back down to go make at least a protein shake and my mom try to hug my to like soften the argument.. I was like no.. and pushed her away.. I was pissed.. I mean they always complain when I eat.. I tried to explain calmly. that I work out hard now.. and that I am way bigger and heavier than anyone in the house.. and they were like so waht.. you still need to eat the same as us.. I was like hell no.. .. anywho.. so then I went to my room all pissy and then just put away all my laundry.. then took a shower.. then came back out.. adn I had food served downstairs.. and they asked me if I was going to eat.. of course I was.. so I went down ate some chicken and rice.. and then took out the garbage.. went back upstairs.. and I have been typing this for let me see.. the past half an hour so yeah.. tha was my whole day today.. hoepfully I will I dont' knw... anywho... I will end this now.. So peace out.. and catch y'all later.. Peace!!!

Peter

Current mood: pissed off

10:14PM - OI oi oi, another day, and where the hell is everybody, nobody writes anymore.. PEace..

Dammit dammit dammit.. I clicked on a link and it erased everything that I have written ok.. I guess I got to start all over again..

"From the way you acted to the way that you felt it it wasn't worth my time!" The Used - Bulimic

OK.. well then .. I woke up at around 6 and got ready and stuff and forgot to make my protein stuff and what not and left the house without my protein. I got to Zero Period Late again.. and I had to park in the sun.. dammit.. then.. ummm.. Zero Period I just worked on my Resume... then left to first period with an apron on that I got from zero period.. hell yeah.. people looked at me weird but damn They hatin cuz I look good in it..LOL.. umm first period I have homeowrk but I ain't gonna do it.. and umm what else.. It was so hard to stay awake in that class.. oh well.. i got half of the homework done in the class anyways.. yeah taht was it for there..

Second Period we learned how to play twinkle twinkle little star. Yeah I learned it in like the first ten minutes.. My nails are too long though.. so they get in the way.. but I am going to grow the ones on my right hand as picks.. LOL.. umm yeah .. then Tony taught me this spanish guitar song that I have heard and was actually listening to a couple of minutes ago..

OK ok ok.. IN Periodio tres, fue a aprender mas espanol... NO es muy dificil que yo entienda, pero no puedo hablar en espanol bueno.. asi yo quede en la clase... Hoy leimos una cuenta de Ruben Dario. La cuenta fue sobre de sus primer versos. Tuvimos que leer.. pero no es dificil a entender, pero yo nesecite un poco ayuda... LOL..

alright on to fourth period we talked about the book Brave New World.. yeah more about manipulation and exploitation that it was trippy and started making me paranoid..LOL.. yeah Netland is so cool LOL.. yeah.. I was also picking off lint off of Kristine's jacket.. LOl.. I was bored and she didn't mind so I did it..

Fifth Period has some retarded ass people.. I mean damn Mr. Stone's face was getting red.. I dont' know out of anger or laughter.. cuz he was laughing along.. there was these dumbass jocks who think they are all that cuz they do football.. what fucking cocks.. shit I wanted to go down there and fuckin challenge them.. those fuckin assholes.. shit if I was stone I would have kicked them out.. but I guess taht is why he is who he is.. Whtiney wasn't there today.. oh well.. but I saw this damn girl in the hall.. tomorrow I am going to tlak to her.. I just said wassup to her.. but she is pretty cute..

Sixth period was math.. I didn't realize I fell asleep in that class until I saw that my pen wasn't in my hand.. I was like damn.. it wasn't that hard to understand.. but all I know is that we have a quiz tomorrow.. damn man.. piled on the work already.. it sux.. oh well..

Then I went home played some more Lord Of the Rings.. I got the Secret Character.. and I hella kicked ass with Aragorn.. LOL.. um then I was supposed to go to the gym with some girl.. but she had to cancel.. I was like ok.. so then I went.. damn everyone was there.. I couldn't do some of my workouts until after I was done.. oh well at least I got themm LOL.. umm then.. umm I came home ... ooh wait.. I stopped by Jonmike's to help him out a little.. I hope he gets the work.. He is making it harder than it really is.. but he always seems to pull through in hard times.. so he probably pull through this too.. umm then I came home took a shower.. and now typing this.. hmm yeah.. I have been thinking.. I am suppose to jump this guy for some money.. I really hope I can get my money.. and find this facker.. cuz well I heard he sells some shit.. so all the more reason to beat the shit out of him.. when I heard he sold drugs.. I got so facking mad.. alright then.. but it is late.. I am getting tired, and everyone is IMing me.. so I will catch everyone later.. Peace..

Peter

Current mood: anxious

1:21AM - We need to keep writing in the journal it is the only thing so far that is keeping us together..!!!

"Today is fine, and she burns!" Finch - What it is to Burn

WEll today was awfully fun.. Went to class all prepared. Hell yeah! I am so proud of myself. Hmmmm.. Yeah.. I even did my Math homework. Then After taht went home. I dont' know what I did.. Oh yeah.. I just watched some t.v. Then I went to work at six. Saw a lot of people there.. Well a lot of people I know.. and yeah.. There were these girls that kind of annoyed me.. but it is alright.. Saw tyson gave him a ride home an ended up kickin it.

While we were driving some pretty ok things happened.. somethign that was just momentarily fun.. but I can't reveal that but let us just say Kelso's camera came in handy. LOl... ummm we went around looking for a party and shit.. but nothign.. Saw Bryce.. Told us to go somewhere.. We were like aight.. then went all the way to Esquire hills and what not.. couldn't find the party.. so then just left.. We listened to hella Spice Girls when we were waiting.. damn and even in the car....

We decided to go home since we couldn't find a party.. and yeah.. well umm I dropped off girl number one then Tyson.. then rode last home with girl number two.. dropped her off.. hopefully she didn't get in trouble.. then I came home and now typing this crap.. I need to shower.. I feel really fat.. aight then later..

PEter

Current mood: worried

12:38AM - Tears of sun, be careful now, don't wanna get fat and have a heart attack..

You know what I hate abotu teh music on my computer? It is just so sad. It makes me cry everytime. Like Dashboard Confesional's The Ruined puzzle. Dang how can they write such sad things. But yet somehow it is uplifting. It helps me relax and just think where I am in life. Whether I am happy or sad, and did the decisions I made today going to affect me in any way in the future. Yeah those kind of things.

Today was boring. I slept until 12. I was supposed to wake up at ten to go fix my brother's Gym thingy. Jonmike came at 10 but I didn't hear him. SOrry dude. But yeah.. Then I went to my bros house. Started fixin it, got lonely and called this girl up to help me out. She wasn't really help or fun, she was just quiet the whole time. Damn.. that is a turn off.. then when I was done dropped her off and when to go Pick up Julie to teach her how to drive a stick. My car is hard to drive stick if youd ont' know how so it is good for her i guess?? yeah.. she only stalled twice.. she did a pretty decent job. I was thinking about taking her out into the street, but she didnt' too well in the parking lot so just not quite ready yet. I told her to go watch fast and the furious. That is where I learned how to shift. LOL.. yeah.. then hmm went to Jonmike's party for his grandma and sister. Stayed there a little bit, did a little chillen. Rob was there and some how we got onto the subject of Arnold. We were all making impressions and stuff.. this is quoted from Pumping Iron, by arnold "When I get on stage, it feels like I am Cumming." actually words said from the up and coming governor. Weird huh? lol.. but yeah then I went to go pick up my brother from work, then dropped him off. I was supposed to chill with this girl in P.O. but she had to go babysit at the last minute, so now I am still here writing, typing if you wanna get technical. Dang.. Saw christine today. Didn't really want to walk in the store. All her friend were around. I was too nervous to go in there iwth her friends.. yeah anywho.. it is getting late, I was playing Soul Calibur 2 earlier. Great game. I want to be the mast of it.. LOL *evil Laugh* I will rule the universe.. LOl.. alright goodnight though..

Peter

Current mood: tired

5:42AM - Kingdom Hearts Rule!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just finished kingdom Hearts. It is 530 right now. IN the morning that is. What a life huh? Yeah.. I was determined to finish it. I have other games to finish too that is why I had to finish this one. lol.. What a loser!

Today nothing special went to work and that is it. I saw someone get put into a cop car, some security being asses, and well just makin fun of my customers in my mind. LOl...!!

I talked to Tiffany. She taught me a little bit about diamonds and stuff. Crazy man Crazy.. Then she showed me this 22,000 dollar ring. She was holding it as if it was worth five dollars.. LOL.. yeah.. that was coo...

I did nothing else. I had to pick up Alvin today. JD didn't have his car so I was like ok guess I will do him a favor and go pick him up. So I told JD to watch the stand while I go get him. I went as fast I as I could, and the faster I went the more you could feel the bumps..LOL.. yeah.. Umm go tback.. I hella ate a lot today. Ate like 2 McChickens, and a double cheeseburger, some chinese food, soem mongolian grill, and dang some more mcchicikens and double cheeseburger, and a free orange julius.. Dang too much food..

I got pulled over today just because I went into anotehr lane on a two way street by accident. Cop gave me a warning. I thought He was going to pull me over for speeding. GOod thing I was listening to some Shakira, I think that smoothened out the mood LOl.. yeah i was like going 50 in a 35.. not so much as a rebel but fast enought ot get a fat ticket which I did not get. lol.. umm yeah.. after taht went to Jmike's hosue for a little bit then came home said wassup to the family and straight to Kingdom Hearts. My guy is so leveled I whooped the shit out of the Boss, other earlier and hidden bosses were harder than this foo.. Shit oh well, but it left the ending open for a second or a follow up to Kingdom hearts.. Or so I have heard, and seen.. lOl.. yeah..

Tomorrow I am going to go to Home Depot hoepfully by a floor. Hopefulyy it isn't too much. but yeah. I have to go to my brother's house to go put up his little gym thingy.. damn.. oh well he is paying me $25 so it shouldn't be too bad.. I have Jmike to help me too so it really isn't a problem now.. lol.. yeah.. but dang I am tired guess I am going to go to sleep and copy this to my other Journal.. why bother writing another entry when I can just copy this one write? I don't know.. watever Peace.

Peter

Current mood: accomplished

11:48PM - another day of work

Dang.. it is hard trying to not rewrite the same thign in one journal, or actually verbatum, in one jorunal to another. Hmm umm yeah.. I was working today Jonmike went to session, but since I was workign I was unable to attend. Hmmm What else. Yeah.. I saw this girl.. really cute.. can't reveal her name other sources who read this know her.. but she was cute... a body to die for though.. lol.. anywho.. umm yeah.. I bought Enter teh Matrix, played it for about two horus already.. awesome game.. AWESOME!!!! lol.. umm yeah... dang.. Vinni was that you that left the message on my phone? Imma kick your ass.. $3 sucky sucky $5 fucky fucky.. right brah? lol.. jj jk jp.. alright then.. I talked to Tiffany today.. she said she would hook me up with some baby clothes for Channel's Baby shower, which my gift would be late because eyah.. it was like earlier this month.. but yeah.. I guess Imma go don't have much to say.. Peace...

Peter

Current mood: amused

12:43AM - No entries, and I am getting really fat.

I just looked in the mirror. I am hella fucking fat now. Shit.... I didn't think I was this fat. Seems like you never no you have something until you take a closer look. Damn I don't know what I have been doing. I have just been doing a bunch of crap having fun. I put in all my speakers for my car. Surround sound baby! and I took out my back seats. I am just oging to take out the whole back. Maybe later replace it with a better interior but for now I have to concentrate on my shocks. Driving my car is like dropping from a cliff, each bump hurts like hell. My poor baby. Dang.. I am still single. I got no girls. Everyone thinks I have a damn girlfriend. What the hell? I don't know. I am just to scared to get back into the ring. Everytime I seem to get close enough to a girl, I just shut down. I don't do anything. I just sit down and shut up. And plus all these girls seem empty, no life, and just downright boring. Is there any girl out there that will interest me one bit? Shit, I mean there are really cute, beautiful, hott, sexy girls her, but shit I don't see anythign in them.. I think in some way they are just ugly. I don't know.. ANywho skipping to my lou...

Hmm tomorrow, or today actually, I am going to clean my room and do my laundry and probably change my damn oil if I can buy some jack stands. Hmm and I also got to change my classes, but I ain't doing that until later. Hmmmm.. BU tumm dang.. I can't believe we are seniors. Dang.. I remember when I was young. Talking to all those friends, saying stuff like dang. Hmmm LIfe changes, people hella change. WE all go our own serperate ways. Hmmm.. weird... I don't know.. I just realized I really don't tlak to anyone else. Or actually haven't talk to anyone is from back then except for Jason, Felicia, and Natasha. Pierre is always busy, also vinni, and Panda I can't find her, bobby is lost to me, and dang everyone else.. oh well, path has been laid down right? Isn't that what fate has in store for us? Or is there really fate? I dont' know.. I just live my life and what not. I do say thing I do regret, but at those times I meant them. Oh well.. goodnight for now..

Peter

Current mood: confused

12:07AM - Hmm....................................................................Uh hah, I haven an Idea!

Actually I don't I just thoguth I would say that. I wam watching Romeo and Juliet right now. But I missed a lot of it cuz I went to the shower, even though I have seen it a million times. Ande now Romeo has just killed Tybalt. I would love to play Tybalt in a play. Or a character similar to him. I think his way of thinking is awesome or just him his just aura he puts out, the power he eminates. It is just incredible too bad he had to die. But anywho..

Now onward Mr. Worf, max warp. Hahah. Anywho.. Lisenting to Taking Back sunday. Good band. But I dont' know what to talk about. I have just been chillen working, and trying to come up with some money for my car. yep.. gonna get the suspension done before the hood, cuz damn the suspension is tearing up my car. ANywho Imam go now. so peace out..

Peter

1:09AM - finally free from the ups and downs, and I going to get to the bottom of this, going to peel back...

Hmm Well the day has gone by I am went to work in Tacoma. More specifically at Ft. Lewis. Yeah. that is all I can think of now. Umm.. I don't know.. I don't really know what to write about.. hmmm..

Working through the days of silence
Only end up sitting on my computer.
How did the night creep up
upon myself,
just a poor little chump.

The mind exhausted,
the body energized,
it seems like my head is busted,
the body looks like nobody wants it.

Full of a wonderous feeling
with a blank mind,
and my eyes staring at the ceiling,
I don't make sense,
this isn't understood,
and my car,
still has a busted up hood..

hmmm.. it makes me think,
I felt like writing something,
even if my neighbors house,
gives off an awful stink

What do I say abou tthis,
I am watching Smart guy,
I should get sleep,
but now I ain't even gonna try.

Damn I had a good start,
This poem was gonne be it,
it was gonna spark,
now that I can't make sense,
i gonna take out my two cents,
leave this awful piece
between one of my books,
somwhere in a crease.

peace out goodnight,
tomorrow is another day,
one more fight,
keep coming, keep coming,
and now all these girls,
and my good qualities,
I am gonan keep stunning
Keep stunning..
Peace..

yeah I was bored.. anywho >I gtg ... so check y'all later..

Peter

Current mood: weird